To post or not to post ......
I thought I was happy to be here... I thought, I can write anything I heartfelt here & still continue to have that Normal life in out side world.. (or should I use the word 'escape' ?)... Life seemed perfect when I used to think about this second face.. All seemed very perfect...
But there was a point I really wanted my these two lives to converge & they really did too... I was happy to receive the appreciation face to face.. sometimes I also did send the links of my blog to my near & dears... & sweet sounding bells ringing in my ears really made me feel at Cloud 9...Somewhere I felt content that an initiative which started just out of sheer curiosity had started giving me immense pleasure.. and after that I remember how happy & willing I was to write my full name at the end of every post... Publishing posts & sharing my thoughts was something I was looking for every day.... Logging onto to this site & talk to you was my habit... but wait a sec... Why am I writing this in Past tense? Does this mean that I am no more willing to write here... Dose this mean that I no more want to share my experiences with you ? Does this mean that my life has now become so complete that I no more want to seek you suggestions for my problems? Well the answer is Clear No. In fact the problems always grow with time.. New complexities, new challenges.. Every time you conquer your current difficulties, new problem always stand in front of you with a mockish smile on its face .. Of course even I feel nervous when I see that smile .... I still want to share this all.. I still want to tell you my story.. But not with this Identity any more.... This blog was one my greatest pleasure but now a days I hesitate to write anything here.. I think there was an agreement of ‘Anonymous Identity’ & I myself have breached it.... I have breached it through talking about it.. I have breached it through writing my full name.. In short I have breached it by revealing my true identity…. & I realize this now that I shouldn’t have done this… Somewhere deeper in my heart there is now a fear.. This is a fear of incapability of giving justice to both these identities.... I don’t think I can do this anymore... I will continue writing & continue sharing my experiences but not here.. I don’t know if will be having another blog .. I don’t know if I again go back to my old diary... I don’t know anything... But all I know is I can not continue to have two faces, at least publicly... I am sorry to for taking this step but I genuinely feel no motivation to write here because now too many people know me by person.... The sole purpose of having a Masked Identity itself is lost... I know I have made many friend here.. Some very close.. All my readers are very kind to me.. I received lot of appreciation & encouragement & sometime a very healthy criticism too... My critics’ comment acted more like a push rather than pull.. I feel that have been evolving through my writing & will continue to.. But not through this blog...Hopefully we will meet very soon.... Till then, All the best!
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I wish there be a world where you and I are never separate… Only we and our feelings…. Where my every day will rise in your eyes & every night will be spent in your arms listening the sweet lullaby of moon through your talks.. Really don’t know where this world is… I really don’t know if such world even exist.. Unlike this one where my life is so down with me… How every time I see you, I feel spellbound… And how we kiss each other on every little word we speak… My whole world stays with you …as you, my darling, are my life’s bliss…. Really don’t know where this world is… I really don’t know if such world even exists… Unlike this one where my life is so down with me…Thats my interpretation of one of the lovely Bollywood movie song... Do listen to it if you can guess which one is this...I am sure, you will also agree with me that Original Hindi lyrics are unbeatable…
Black Spiderman!
Yet another movie review? Nyaah ! I guess that’s her work…Who’s? Patience dear …..We now can not imagine our life without this word called ‘Internet’...What is that which internet can not do? I thought over it and still no response... Love? yeah, it can not give you love.. but hold on.. Are you sure? I think, not… Can you explain the opportunities through all those social networking sites?Best friend??? Yeah, this is the word which would best describe the role of internet in almost everyone’s life… Be it an Online shopping, gifting your loved one, reaching the person, doing right business, money earning…. just name it and you know your best friend is always ready.But how have this Internet benefitted me? I agree with all the benefits mentioned above & many more. But going much beyond that, I would love to thank this internet for providing me something very precious… ‘Anonymous Identity’ (AI). I am sure; this is a boon for not only me but for many of us… We all have AI.. The only difference is which form would it take? The word ‘Anonymous’ exists much before the Internet was born…So can not really blame internet for springing up so many AIs..But you all will agree, Internet has made this process of creation and interaction of AI very simple & quick..You never know, our AI might have interacted many times before…And not only though this one blog ….Cause it’s not necessary to have one AI per person… The one which you are reading right now may not be Shweta’s only AI.. Or.. this may not be Shweta’s AI at all…may be she is completely unaware of the fact that someone is (mis ?)using her name…I am same 'Lazy, Chirpy, Moody' person describes towards the right side of this blog ? yeah yeah, you can confirm by sending me a mail on the address mentioned here. Or chatting with Id provided ... but again.. Is it really going to reach real Shweta?Do you have any email address which does not disclose you real identity?Yes ???Then welcome to the league of Black Spiderman…………Labels: Anonynous
Maziya Mana ! (माझिया मना)
I happened to hear this beautiful song recently. Though it is from not so recent Album ‘Ritu Hirva’, I find this song ageless just like any other Asha’s song.
Here goes my interpretation of this song.
My dear heart, Will you please slow down a bit?
Don’t forget that your footprints are my directions…
And also realize that when you run, it hurts me….
My dear heart, why are you so quiet?
How can I recognize your these gestures?
I am not alone here; you are accompanying me so help me in reading your emotions….
My dear heart, please listen to me…
In the evening like this, you are just walking ahead…
In such a lonely night , your talk is like a dawn of new concepts
Labels: Asha Bhosle, Maziya mana, Ritu Hirva, Soumitra, Sudhir Phadke
I think that God in creating Man somewhat overestimated his ability.
About me ...continues....
About Me :
I am trying to make myself better to fit in this world by following these... I am trying really hard so I might take lil long..... Till that please bear with Old Shweta.
Care less for others time. Reaching late is a very good way of increasing your importance.
You don’t have to be really ‘Honest’ to give an impression that you are an ‘Honest’!
Juggling with words is indispensable. It helps you in two ways. First, it will help you express yourself well & second, you will confuse anyone very well.
Staying(or atleast pretending to be) ‘Busy’ is too important. That way you don’t have to think much and you always have an excuse to throw it on the face of that person who is thinking over it.
My passions: Music Music and Music
Me about movies: Not a movie catcher… I watch TZP after 1 year.. yeah, that’s correct… but hello, I still cried…
What do I expect from a normal human being?Are you crazy? That specie is extinct way back!
What I HATE: Hippocrates.
What I Love: To teach kids. If I were not in IT, I would have definitely been into teaching.
What do I do in pastime: Read Shop & recently discovered that Cooking can also be a good time pass…
Labels: about me, hate, hippocritism, movie, servial, time
Are you sure, you are burning your FATS & not MUSCLES ?One fine morning, when returned from rigorous cardio vascular session, you check your weight & you shout with surprise.. Wholla… Reduced by 1 kg…. Now that’s called a good start of the day… You congratulate yourself & pat on your back with a pride filled till its brim. Your now feel encouraged & starts doing some rough calculation …. If by spending 1 hour on Treadmill for last 1 week, I can loose 1 kg , then why not increase my run time to 1.5 hours.. with that I would loose more weight … Good idea… You implement your schedule from very next day & check your weight after 1 week… Kabbooom… 5 Kgs weight is gone… Wow… you realize that Math makes your life so simple…
You weight loss program continues for next few weeks, you are feeling lighter & lighter… but somehow not feeling energetic as you expected.. You feel tired & sapped up very quickly. Now a days, even a smallest piece of Pizza make you feel bloated which was hardly a case earlier.. You tend to put on more even if you miss hitting your treadmill session by just one day… You are loosing motivation because you are gaining weight so speedily..
What happened? What went wrong in you weight loss program? he he.. Wait a second.. In the first place, it was never a Weight Loss program.. It was a Muscle loss program… So all you lost so far were your Precious muscles & energy. The Fat burning capacity of your body remained same.. And in case if you are starving your self then there are chances that your BMR is reduced now… Now what the f*** is this BMR (Best source: Google)
What you should aim for is a Fat Loss & not a Muscle Loss (which exactly you were breaking your head upon for past few months!)
So remember A thumb rule: Fat Burning is directly proportional to your BMR. i.e. More the BMR more you will lose fat.
If you want to rid yourself of fat, then you have to rev up your BMR & there is no better way of doing that than to increase the quantum of muscle in the body. Weight training is not only for Body Builders but is also for all those flabby abs, thighs & gluts.
Also, if you are a woman then you will have this fear in your mind that what if you start building muscles after a weight training? Relax… You can never even dream about those bulky muscles like Arnold unless you inject good amount of Testosterone in you body.
On contrary, Weight training will give you beautiful toned body as a side effect if you are doing it for the purpose of Fat Loss…..
Posted : Shweta Golatkar
Labels: Calories, Diet, fat loss, Flabs, weight loss
